One of the great contradictions of climbing writing is that
the bigger and deeper the experience the more difficult they tend to be to
write about. Soloing the Emperor Face is one of those experiences that can’t be
fully summarized in a few paragraphs, but it was such an awe-inspiring climb that
it would also be a shame to not even try to write about it while it’s still
fresh in my mind.
The Canadian Rockies are an intimidating place to climb
alone; the mountains are big and remote with oftentimes loose rock of course
zero infrastructure or cell reception if something were to go awry. Another
characteristic of the Rockies is that in my mind the best time to climb here is
in the Spring, Winter or Fall, the main reason being that in these seasons the
gullies tend to be much less melted out, the rock more frozen together and the
scenery to be the most spectacular in general. Many of the faces are likely
easier and faster to climb with less snow, but there is always the danger of
falling rock and the mountain faces often appear less healthy in their state of
dryness and summer ice recession.
My first attempt to climb alone in the Rockies was during a
-35 cold snap on the Columbia Icefields in November of 2014. Being my first
experience in the Canadian Rockies I had little idea of what to expect when I
started up Mt Andromeda’s ‘Shooting Gallery’, and I was treated to a rather
frightful concoction of downward sloping frozen cubes of choss masked beneath
six inches of powder snow and a complete lack of ice in the couloir. Unable to
climb down, and unable to construct an anchor in the compact rock to retreat, I
was forced to continue climbing un-roped for 30 meters through what felt like a terrible nightmare. I used my tools to loosen and chop away some of the cubes
of frozen rock, and use the small edges left behind to hook with my tools and
stand on with my front points, the entire time wondering if I were going to
skate off of the insecure holds, trembling with fear. Luckily I eventually
reached a thin flaring seam into which I hammered two brass nuts that held for
long enough for me to bail back down the couloir before hitching a ride to
Jasper.
Since then, while building experience climbing with partners
on Rockies alpine routes, I wondered to myself if I had built up the experience
and technical skill to venture out again solo. Each route I did in the Rockies,
even with a strong partner, felt as if it took me to my metal limits and always
I was relieved to have a trustworthy and talented partner to share the
difficult leads and strenuous trail breaking with.
Between March 25 and April 11 of this year I climbed four
alpine routes with my Slovenian friend and climbing partner Luka Lindic, three
of them first ascents in the Valley of the Ten Peaks. Each time we climbed
another route I could feel that my familiarity and confidence with the Rockies
unique style of mixed climbing was becoming stronger. Our final route, a
spectacular mixed route on the North face of Neptuak Mountain left me feeling
charged with energy and mentally prepared to tackle some of my solo goals. Luka’s
girlfriend was arriving on the 13th and their plan was to travel and
rock climb together, leaving me a window to try my solos while feeling mentally
prepared, fit and with good weather in the forecast. Sometime the stars just align.
As usual I did not have a car to get myself to the
mountains, but this would present few problems thanks to public transportation
and the good old tactic of sticking out the thumb on the side of the highway.
First on the list was to re-visit Andromeda to see if I was
indeed better prepared to tackle the mountain solo. I took a shuttle bus going
from Banff to Jasper and the driver happened to be a skier and climber who
invited me up into the passenger seat where we chatted about mountains and
conditions before dropping me off at the Columbia Icefields. There I set up a
cozy camp in the thin trees just off the road and nicely hidden from view, in almost the exact same place I had a year and a half previous.
I did not have any sort of phone, clock or technology with
me aside from an MP3 player and my headphones. I decided that I would rely on
my intuition in order to wake up and start climbing at the right time. After
exploring the fantastic moraines and glacial streams running from the toe of
the Athabasca Glacier I went to bed early to get plenty of rest as I had only
taken one full rest day since getting out from Valley of the Ten Peaks with
Luka.
During the night I woke up two or three times and glance
toward the eastern horizon to look for a sign of predawn. The third time I felt
rested and I could see a faint hint of light about to rise over the horizon, so I
had some hot tea and cereal and began the walk toward the base of the famous ‘Andromeda
Strain’. I carried skis with me to make the short glacier crossing somewhat
safer, and as I reached the toe of the glacier it became light enough to see
the route and I could see a safe path across the small glacier to the base of the route.
I reached the bergshrund and switched into crampons and
clipped a few pitons, a set of wires, and two screws to my harness before
climbing several hundred feet of easy snow ice and mixed to the base of the
first mixed pitch; a short corner that looked to be good fun. The pitch was not
steep and I soloed it with my pack on without difficulty; soon I was
cleaning snow from the typical downsloping ledges that so often are
characteristic of traverses on Rockies alpine routes. This traverse deposited
me at the base of a steep chimney line choked with obnoxious snow mushrooms.
At this point I traversed slightly off the easiest line to hang my backpack from a fifi hook on some fixed webbing where it would be well sheltered from the snow I would have to clean while climbing the chimney.
At this point I traversed slightly off the easiest line to hang my backpack from a fifi hook on some fixed webbing where it would be well sheltered from the snow I would have to clean while climbing the chimney.
As I soloed up the chimney I carefully trundled snow
mushrooms between my legs, taking care to cut away the mushrooms in small pieces
that would not knock me off or throw me out of balance. I reached a crux move
where I had to spin around and face outwards while stemming to get secure
enough feet to remove my lower tool and use it to tap my upper tool more
securely into place before spinning back around and pulling into a crack on the
chimney’s right hand wall. Above this the climbing was easier although still
sustained and exposed and always interesting and fun. I stopped once to pull up
my pack on the 5mm static cord I was trailing, then I hung it once again from a
fixed piton in a sheltered nook before continuing to the end of the mixed
difficulties, never having to rely on any aid (aside from drytooling) or use
any kind of self belay.
Upon arriving in the upper couloir it had begun to snow
lightly and large amounts of spindrift were pouring down the route from above. The first wave of
spindrift had me quite frightened and I braced myself waiting for the impact. To my surprise the snow was light and simply washed down over my gloves
and ice tools and off to either side without threatening to knock me off, so I
began to climb upwards through the river of powder enjoying the wild
conditions.
In the Upper Couloir, Andromeda Strain |
A cold north wind blew the powder back up the couloir creating
an incredible story ambience while I climbed the old grey ice with joy. Soon I arrived
at the famous exit pitch, and made my way easily up a loose ramp to gain the
steeper ice bulge where the position become truly spectacular for the five
final meters of ice before reaching the easy slopes above. I broke trail
through poor quality snow and dug through a small cornice and found myself on
the summit of Andromeda in near whiteout conditions. I was disappointed as I
had been looking forward to the view from the summit, but nonetheless started
picking my way down towards to the top of the Practice Gully.
Easy but exposed downclimbing around the huge cornice,
followed by several rappels from V-Threads and two hundred more meters of
downclimbing on snow brought me to the schrund where there was some conveniently exposed ice to rappel from for one last time. Soon I was skiing
back down into the valley bottom, arriving at my tent at what I would guess to
be around lunchtime.
I marvelled at how well the climb had gone and at how calm
and comfortable I had felt soloing the route; the past three weeks of high
frequency alpine climbing with Luka had really made a huge effect on my
familiarity with the style of mixed climbing in the Rockies and ‘The Andromeda
Strain’ had been the perfect warm up solo. I was so content that I thought
about just staying on the icefields for a couple more days and calling things
good, but the allure of my next objective ‘Mt Robson’s Emperor Face’ was far
too strong. After some wandering about
in the gravel flats, I packed up camp and stood on the side of the Highway with
my thumb out until a friendly Jasper local picked me up and dropped me off a
traveler’s hostel in town.
The next day I made arrangements for a bus to Mt Robson, and
completely reorganized and packed my equipment. I planned for four days; one to
approach, one to climb and descend, one to relax around Berg Lake and a final
day to hike back to the Highway and hitch a ride back to Jasper.
When the bus dropped me off on the side of the Highway I saw
Mt Robson for the first time. The way it seemed to just tower above the road
was like no other mountain I had ever seen; the summit felt incredible distant
as if it were located on another planet entirely. As I began to walk towards the trail head I
reminded myself that you only ever get to visit a place for the first time once
in your life; I began to immerse myself into the environment taking in all the
sounds, the smells and the colours that gave the forest its atmosphere. As I
walked up towards Kinney Lake I frequently peered upwards to the summit ridge,
looking for clues on how I may descent if I did indeed make it that far. I was
in awe.
I took a short break on the shores of Kinney Lake, hoping to
take in and appreciate the scenery and to not push myself too hard on the
approach, saving energy for the huge climb ahead. As I hiked deeper into the
Valleys the scenery slowly changed and I passed through gravel flats, and up
beyond the Valley of a Thousand Falls to the snow line where I put on my skis
and began skinning. As I rounded the corner above Emperor Falls I began to see
the Emperor Face for the first time. I continued through the flats and up to
the edge of the small lake at the toe of the Mist Glacier where I planned to
spend my first night, and I began to cook some food and observe the route above
quietly.
The face was partially obscured in cloud and a huge lenticular
cloud extended to the north off of the summit ridge. From the moraine far below
I could hear the wind raging violently over the summit ridge more than 2000
meters above and for the first time in a long time I felt deeply intimidated by
the aura of the mountain. Was I ready
for such an undertaking? Did I have the mental and physical stamina to commit
to such a large and daunting face with such minimal equipment?
I lay on my sleeping pad with these thoughts running through
my mind, feeling very small and very alone, until as evening approached certain
calmness overtook me. I realized that I was approaching the route with a
healthy amount of respect, and that the King also respected me and my ambitions
in return. I was being drawn toward the mountain in a search for adventure, by a
desire to explore my own limitations and to also be immersed in a world so
deeply beautiful that it would forever etch itself into my memory.
Below the Emperor Face |
Despite a strong south wind I fell into a long sleep, and by
the time I awoke it was calm and clear. There was still a hint of light in the sky
and I could not tell if I had slept for five minutes or if it was nearly
sunrise. I detected that the light was coming from the east so I
made breakfast and coffee and shouldered my pack to start my journey up the
Emperor Face.
By the time I reached the snowy moraine it was light enough
to see without a light, and the snow was of the perfect consistency and angle
that I could skin directly up it without sliding backwards. As the angle
steepened I began switch-backing my way upwards until it was no longer sensible
to continue using skis. Here I put on my harness, took out my ice tools and put
on my crampons.
A few minutes later I was at the initial ice pillar of ‘Infinite
Patience’. The pillar was in thin conditions, and I decided that I would tag up
my back pack to make the vertical climbing easier. The steepness took me by
surprise and I had to stop to shake out several times through the crux section
before the angle slowly eased off. I pulled up my bag and continued up easier,
but still not trivial terrain and gained the easy angled slopes leading up
towards ‘Bubba’s Couloir’. There was quite a lot of snow on the face and the
trail-breaking was somewhat arduous as I made my way to the couloirs entrance.
Even in the couloir the snow as at times frustrating, but eventually became
firmer and almost neve like as I reached the start of the traverse left into
the upper couloir.
The initial ice pitch on Infinite Patience |
Here, the rock was covered with about two feet of powder
snow obscuring everything, but as I dug through and uncovered the rock beneath
multitudes of thin cracks presented themselves making for good and securing
climbing. I would brush away large amounts of snow until finding an ideal thin
crack, then I would use my other tool to gently tap the pick into place
creating a sort of self belay to hold onto while I continued to clear more snow
away, slowly making my way sideways across the wall.
Berg Lake from 2/3 height on the face. |
I reached an exposed prow heavily covered in snow where I
had to dig an exposed trench further left before making my way onto the crest
where I carefully maneuvered around cornices and snow mushrooms. This
brought me to the upper snowlopes where I found better conditions and less
tiresome trail breaking and could make my way relatively quickly towards the
upper mixed runnels that ‘Infinite Patience’ is famous for. As I neared the
runnels I could see two possible options, and both were blocked by large snow
mushrooms making it impossible to see if there was any ice beneath or which would be the best route. The right hand option did look to be less
vertical I so decided to explore it first. I soon found myself
scraping up a sketchy groove while digging a tunnel though the snow mushroom;
taking care not to dislodge the entire thing on top of myself. I could not help
but dislodge snow into my jacket and was soon soaked all the way down to my
base layer. I became concerned that if I topped out the face soaking wet and into
the wind that I would become hypothermic. I forced my tunnel through the mushroom
slowly, grovelling upwards through this unexpected crux, and soon I exited the
groove into easier angled climbing above. Here I found better neve and
exceptionally fun mixed climbing in grooves high on the face in a fantastic
position.
Upper ice runnel on Infinite Patience |
Shortly before reaching the Emperor Ridge I traversed left onto a
ledge in the sun where I allowed my clothes to dry and also brewed up four
litres of water, afraid that once I reached the Emperor Ridge that the wind
would make it impossible for me to use my stove. Once I was sufficiently dry
and had plenty of water, I drank half and saved the other two litres for the
remainder of the climb. After traversing back onto the route more easy ice and two
excellent mixed chimney pitches brought me to the Emperor Ridge.
The last pitch before the Emperor Ridge |
The views were phenomenal as I scrambled
upwards to eventually reach the long traverse across the west face that is used
to avoid the Gargoyles of the upper Emperor Ridge. This 800 meter traverse can
be the physical and mental crux of the route, and although it is not technical,
traversing steep and exposed snow for such a distance is a tedious affair.
I kicked steps and planted my tools for what felt like an
eternity, my gloves becoming wet and freezing solid in the cold wind. I watched
the sun slowly making its way towards the horizon while traversing towards the Wishbone
Arete which never appeared to get any closer.
Traversing toward the summit. |
Eventually I broke upwards
through moderate mixed terrain, now having to stop quite often to catch my
breath and shake out my feet which were starting to become incredible sore from
the hours of front pointing. I entered a blue ice groove in between the
spectacular and enormous upper Gargoyles which were very reminiscent of the famous
rime mushrooms of The Torres. I tried to remind myself to enjoy the spectacular
climbing, but at this point my feet were in agony and I was beginning to suffer
my way upwards towards the summit, now mere meters away.
I stumbled onto the summit of Robson at sunset and was
rewarded to a breathtaking view of the Rocky Mountains. Snow and ice extended
as far as the eye could see in all directions. Robson seemed to be so much
taller than any of the surrounding peaks, like a platform in the sky looking
down on the rest of the world. I was elated to have made it to the summit, but
my feet were in such pain that I knew I couldn’t begin down-climbing the west
bowl immediately. I peered over the edge of the south face, but I did not want
to take any chances walking alone on the glacier or traversing the infamous ledges
beneath the south glacier seracs.
On the summit at sunset |
I decided that my best option was to dig a trench in the
rime of the summit plateau and open bivouac until I felt rested enough to begin
the descent. This would also allow the snow of the west bowl to freeze making
for safer conditions the following morning. I had a light emergency bivy sack, essentially
a garbage bag with a reflective liner, and I used my light cord and backpack as
insulation to lay down on. I took off my outer boots to give my feet a break
and I began snacking on my remaining food hoping that the calories would help
me stay warmer through the cold windy night. I shivered inside my flimsy bivy
sack and pondered my position, alone in an ice coffin on the summit of the
Rockies highest peak at night. Despite the discomfort it was undeniable that
the situation was quite stupendous.
At one point the wind died down slightly and I used to stove
to make a hot water bottle that I placed under my hip, where I was losing most
of my heat to the cold ground below. This allowed me some comfort for a short
time but soon I began to shiver uncontrollably again. The wind was too strong
to light my stove, so I attempted to use the stove inside of the small bivy
sack. I managed to get the stove lit and was re-heating the water when in the
darkness the water over-boiled and filled my bivy with water and drenched my
clothes.
I yelled an obscenity and realized that my situation was
becoming too desperate now to stay on the summit any longer, so I climbed out
of the bivy sack and began to organize my equipment for the descent. My
headlamp batteries were dead, and it took my several minutes with frozen
fingers to replace the batteries with fresh ones. Rime was growing all over my
gear, my outer boots and my bivy sack. I forced my frozen outer boots back on,
and with numb hands and feet I climbed back over the edge of the summit plateau
and into the upper west face.
Once I reached ice I became pleasantly distracted in the
familiar rhythm of drilling v-threads and making my 25 meter rappels. I
sometimes had to down-climb moderate mixed ground and neve to find suitable anchors
and I left two nuts and piton in place to rappel short rock bands. I reached
the long traverse ledge exactly as morning began to dawn. I was now slightly
out of the worst of the wind and I dug a ledge into a sheltered zone between
two sharp rock pinnacles to try to brew more water. Sitting on my ledge
spindrift poured down just to my left and also to my right as I filled the
Jetboil with snow and re-lit the stove each time the wind blew it out.
I was putting my lighter back in my pocket and removing it
to light the stove so often that I kept the pocket unzipped for quick access.
As I sat melting snow I noticed a small pebble tumbling down the face and over
the edge of the cliff bands below. Suddenly, with a heart sinking feeling, I
realized that the falling pebble was not a pebble at all, but in fact my
lighter. Just then the stove blew out again.
I opened the lid and saw 500ml of water inside, so I added
all of my remaining electrolyte tablets and accepted that this was to be my
last water for a while. The main problem was that all of my food at the base of
the route needed to be cooked in the stove and I was now worried that I would
be unable to refuel after the climb.
I continued down-climbing steep frozen snow for several
thousand vertical feet as chips of falling ice fell on and around me, released from above by the morning sun. I looked over my shoulder and could suddenly see
the shadow of the mountain extending forever into the horizon against a red
sky. I tried to take a photo by my camera battery had died from the cold and I
was well beyond being motivated to replace it with a new one. I accepted that
this moment I would have to be just my own for the rest of my life; it was powerful.
As I lost elevation I began traversing to the west, eventually
rounding the mountain and making my way down moderate terrain near the edge of
the Emperor Ridge. As the angle
decreased I realized that I was home free and that there was little chance of
having an accident or mishap now. I had made it!
I stumbled along the shale bands and across snow ledges,
making a couple more rappels over rock steps before eventually reaching my skis
mid morning. With tired legs I skied back down the moraines and picked up the
food and equipment I had left at my first bivi site. I skied to the edge of the
Robson River where I lay in the sun drinking water and eating the food that did
not need to be cooked.
Pondering my options, I decided to ski to the Hargreaves shelter
at Berg Lake to see if there was a lighter inside. Two long kilometres later I
found the shelter, and much to my relief a lighter inside! I spent a long while
rehydrating meals and eating my fill before eventually falling asleep on the
floor of the shelter peacefully. When I awoke, I found in my pocket, much to my
dismay a backup lighter that had been there the whole time! The stress has been
all for nothing.
At the shelter , Berg Lake |
Regardless of the lighter situation I was deeply happy and
in an incredible state of mind. It was now my fourth day alone in the mountains
and my thoughts had reached a depth and clarity that I had never before
experienced. The magic was real.
I thought to myself that
the essence of alpinism lies in true adventure. I was deeply content that I had
not carried a watch with me to keep time, as the obsession with time and speed
is in fact one of the greatest detractors from the alpine experience. I was
happy that my entire experience had been onsight, on my first visit to the
mountain, and that the route had been in completely virgin condition. One of
the greatest challenges of mountaineering is in dealing with the natural
obstacles the mountain provides. So often in modern alpinism, routes will be
fearsomely difficult for the first party of the season, and then once the
obstacles have been cleared, a track established or the ‘tunnels’ dug it
becomes easy for those who follow.
Climbing routes that have been cleared, with an established
track,simply in order to attain the summit, or keeping time in order to set records is in fact reducing the adventure
of alpinism more to that of a sport climb, and strips the route of its full
challenge making it more of a ‘playing field’ of a team sports athlete or like
a barbell at an indoor gym where a jock tries to lift his personal best.
As a young climber it is undeniable that I have been
manipulated by the media and popular culture and that some of my own climbs
have been subconsciously shaped through what the world perceives to be
important in terms of sport. Through time spent in the mountains, away from the
crowds, away from the stopwatch and the grades and all the lists of records I’ve
been slowly able to pick apart what is important to me and discard things that
are not.
Of course the journey of learning never ends but I’ve come
to believe that the natural world is the greatest teacher of all, and that
listening in silence to the universe around you is perhaps the most productive
ways of learning. Perhaps it is not much of a surprise, but so often people are
afraid of their own thoughts, resorting to drowning them out with constant
noise and distraction. Is it a fear of leaning who we actually are that causes
this? Perhaps so many of us are afraid to confront our own personalities that
we go on living in a world of falseness, filling the void of true contentment
by being actors striving to be perceived by the world around us as something
that we ‘supposed to be’ rather than living as who we are.
Already I have been asked how fast I was, but I honestly cannot
tell you how many hours the Emperor Face took me to climb. I began when I felt
ready and I reached the top at sundown.
I also don’t know how long the hike back to the road took me
as well, but I do know that descending through the changing ecosystems back
into the world of green lushness and deep blue lakes I felt more peace than I
would have had I been counting my rate of kilometers per hour.
I’m happy to say that my visit with the Emperor was a truly
special experience. At first I was intimidated by his strong aura but in the
end we became friends and the King generously shared his wealth leaving me a
much richer person indeed. Thank you.